The whole point of something being private is so that no one knows what it is. One does not just go through someone's things. Invading one's privacy and saying that you have to know and its not private does not work. How would you like it if someone went through your things that you thought were private and said it wasn't private? Imagine that.
I guess this is the only time where I will say sorry. I won't say it to you in person because I know you will forget about it, after the countless times I have told you there are things I don't want to tell you because some things are better left unsaid. Too much knowledge can be dangerous. I just want to say I don't know how am I suppose to tell you things when you don't respect my privacy and my personal things.
The things you found that I have kept hidden is to hide you from the things I do, but since you found out I won't say anything nor deny it. I have done things that you told me not to but I did them anyways. I know you are trying to protect me but there comes a time where you have to let go. I'm not a child anymore, I'm a teenager and I know whats right and whats wrong. I just don't always chose whats right. I don't want to end up as a hypocrite to say things like "drinking is bad" or things similar. I do agree that drinking is bad but just because I drank alcohol means I'm drunk. I know how to control myself and I know my limits. I may not show it but I know what I'm doing, just because I don't show it doesn't mean I don't know whats going on around me. From now on I hope that you respect my privacy and that I don't want to piss you off but the things I chose to hide from you is because I know you don't accept it.
I'm sorry mom, but I can't trust you for now.